Monday, November 8, 2010

Army Day 1

I'm back to this sad lil blog agn, got no one to talk to agn...
Hope you'll read it whenever you're free ^^

Sigh.... it's only day 1 & i cant take it anymore..
when you hug & kiss me for the last time, i suddenly felt the sense of loneliness.
but i was so happy when you texted me & called me on the phone just now..
it hit me that i should cherish every single moment & time with you..
without you around with me, things really arent the same. i really feel so lonely now..
i somehow regretted saying those awful & hurtful words to you before.
i've come to my senses alrd. it's really really hard to be parted with you...
but i have to look at the brighter side so i could stop crying..
Thinking that you'll be a real man when you're out, & i also could spend more time on my studies.. but seems like your presence is more impt to me than anything else..
ASDFGHKJGHGFFSLFLS!!!
i could keep on typing & crying & blowing my mucus. but i think i should really stop.
i think you need more encouragement than my rants. hehe
stay strong ok! i know you miss me like crazy too. but you must endure & persevere ok!
i'll be right here & there waiting for you, cheering for you.
even though i cant be there physically, i'll always be there mentally.
keep praying whenever you feel weak too. God will be there for you too. :)

& always keep that in mind that my love for you will never fade, but it'll grow more & more each day... no one can ever compare to you. my heart, is fully belong to you only.. i really miss you baby, i really really love you too.. words really cant expressed how i feel now.. but you got to know that you know that you know that nothing can ever separate us & stop us from loving each other.

Take care inside ok! jia you & be an officer. if you be officer, i promised to loose weight (in size though) & do well in my studies! & ohhhohohh ! i'll be waiting by the phone everyday for your call yea! =)


XOXO,
ME, YOUR DARLING, HONEY,DEAR, BAOBAO, BABY,BABE, (INSERT CHEESY NAME HERE)
^^

p/s: did i say tt i miss your smell? :(

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