Not Meant To Be

It's never enough to say I'm sorry
It's never enough to say I care
But I'm caught between what you wanted from me
And knowing that if I give that to you
I might just disappear

Nobody wins when everyone's losing

It's like one step forward and two steps back
No matter what I do you're always mad
And I, I can't change your mind
I know it's like trying to turn around on one way street
I can't give you what you want
And it's killing me
And I, I'm starting to see
Maybe we're not meant to be

It's never enough to say I love you
No, it's never enough to say I try
It's hard to believe
That's theres no way out for you and me
And it seems to be the story of our lives

Nobody wins when everyone's losing

It's like one step forward and two steps back
No matter what I do you're always mad
And I, I can't change your mind
I know it's like trying to turn around on a one way street
I can't give you what you want
And it's killing me
And I, I'm starting to see
Maybe we're not meant to be

There's still time to turn this around
You could building this up instead of tearing it down
But I keep thinking
Maybe it's too late

It's like one step forward and two steps back
No matter what I do you're always mad
And I, I can't change your mind
I know it's like trying to turn around on a one way street
I can't give you what you want
And it's killing me
And I, I finally see
Maybe we're not meant to be

It's like one step forward and two steps back
No matter what I do you're always mad
And I, baby I'm sorry to see
Maybe we're not meant to be

Baby, what do you think?

Had another silence fight with you again while eating.

First it was when I rolled my eyes at you @ Popeye's. & Today I coughed at your face.

I really didnt know these small lil things could upset you so much.

I've tried my best to please you, but that's not the real me.

Maybe baby, maybe you really have no idea what's the real me.

It seems like we both live a 2 different kind of world.

I can't fully accept the way you are, neither can you.

That's right, I'm selfish, childish, irritating & fuxked. Maybe that's e reason 3 yrs ago.

I always thought that loving wholeheartedly is equal to accepting ALL his/her shortcomings?

I almost had enough, but we just started out only. & I didn't want to be disappointed again.

I don't knw bout you, but I'm feeling confused.

Shld we give each other more time? Or just continue this, seeing whether we'll really work this out?

Baby, I really love you. But I don't knw the reasons why.

I know it's hard for you too. But somehow, I'm sick of saying sorry already.

I feel like a shit now.

What am I even typing......